Salam Alaykoum, May Allah send upon you His most beautiful blessings.
Straight after an itikaf I have found a holy Quran in the drawer of a chest. The holy Quran was under a lot of white sheets. When I took it I was sad to find it in such condition, because its holy papers were not altogether (some pages were detached) so I wanted to put a tape on each holy page in order to stick them altogether. I have also seen that my glasses were broken.
Since almost this day/time I fail to remember any dream as if my connection to God was affected. I am also worried that Mawlana may not be satisfied with me. I am sure there is something wrong with me. Moreover I am not managing to get rid of my anger which is literally painfully getting higher.
Help me to understand Shaykh. JazakAllah.
wa `alaykum salam,
Dreams are a bushra or good news, like an encouragement but they are not a proof that we are doing well or not well. That proof is in our own behavior. If one is regular in returning to Sunnah and Jama`a and good habits with love of Mawlana in their heart, then one is on the right path. Repeat every day 100 times Ya Haleem for anger.
Hajj Gibril Haddad