Assalamu alaikum sayyidi.
I am not under control. I can’t control myself.’I’m doing things wrong, I need your nazar, pray for me, please.
Audhu billahi min ashaytanir-rajeem
Focus your worship through the intention of Divine Mercy and Compassion and nearness to Allah, His Prophet saws and the AwliyaAllah. Never give up on Allah’s mercy but keep seeking that Presence and Gaze.