Request:
Assalamu wa aleykum ya Mawlana
I have changed a lot while I’m away I feel more peaceful world, I am not unhappy, but I know that something is missing in my life. I like reading books and websites for religion. I know I need to work and seek employment but not I identify with any profession. I finally do not know what I want most of my life. I really wanted to study religion and one day could be some Imam but I have no facility with languages. I am a Muslim 10 years ago but have not yet managed to learn to read Arabic. I cannot endure I get tired easily and sometimes it just frustrates me, so I’m scared. Please pray that I can find my way in the world but I am a good and pious Muslim ? Barakallahu fik
Response:
audhu billah mina ‘sh-shaytani ‘r-rajeem,
Bismillahi ‘r-Rahmani ‘r-Raheem,
salam `alaykum,
Keep hope with faith in Allah and striving in what is good to make a balance for your life. Insha-Allah by making moves you will find something suitable and satisfying by Allah’s Will, otherwise depression and anxiety will creep in. May Allah bless you and give you success.
Wa’Allahu a`lam.
Kamau Ayyubi
