Question:
786, As Salam u Alykum Wa Rehmatullahi Wa Baraktahu Ya Sayydi, Ya Sayydi my disappointment and somewhat disbelief is at its last leg.I am speechless against what i have faced till now.You know me more than any being on this planet and beyond..I I have done all in my capacity and i know I will never reach you.The trial has been over 7 years now. Sayddi.P lease help before i go till the point of no return.I want to to do IBADAT but all of this for so many years has crumbled me, help me, help me please.Please understand my desperate cries today Sayydee, I am slipping away into oblivion.Hopefully, in your generosity and munificence, you will forgive my manners. Yours all hope lost , yet again , mureed..
Answer:
Alaykum as-salam,
Mawlana Shaykh Hisham is praying for you.
We belong to Allah and to Him is our return, not to oblivion.
Turn to Him with du`a in the last sajda of the Sunna of Fajr and He will give you everything you ask in sha Allah.
Hajj Gibril Haddad