Salam. I visited prostitute. I have repented. But I get lonely, depressed and tempted to go back. It’s not even about the sexual desire. It’s just the closeness and intimacy. I am too poor, ugly and in bad health for any woman to want to marry me. Advice?
Just as you realized Allah is the Forgiving and is willing to forgive all sins, do not give up on Allah’s Power to grant whatever He likes to whomever He likes. May Allah grant you to be like the Sahabi Sayyidina Julaybib (may Allah be pleased with him) whose story has attained fame for the gifts the Prophet (s) gave him, despite his dwarflike size and deformity.