I had written to you a few weeks back because I love this man, who has not been talking to me. I requested permission to say the dua allahumma layyin qalbi fulan ibne fulan kama layyintal hadida li syeddinna daud alay his salaam. Since then, we have spoken and it seemed to go well. Maulana sahib, I really want to get married to him. I need to sit and have a face-to-face discussion about our situation and get an honest answer from him but it has just been possible to do so. Please pray that I get a chance to talk to him and sort out our differences and that we can get married. I love him very much and cannot bear to lose him. There are times I wish I were dead because I cannot take the pain. Please pray for me as I am very hurt.
wa `alaykum salam,
Insha-Allah Mawlana Shaykh Muhammad Hisham Kabbani is praying for you.