I am 1_ years old and have turned arrogant towards Allah at times. I sometimes, in a low key manner try and misguide people from Islam when it comes to my appearance. I don’t have firm faith, and every time I do an act of kufr my belief goes down.
Please, I’m begging you don’t give up prayer for me. Ask Allah that he guides me and I ever go back kufr. I am like your son, so keep me above everyone else in prayer, because unlike others I am striving.
May Allah give us strength, Ameen.
May Allah guide you always and keep you on the right path. When in difficulty or sin make tawba and read Fatiha in your heart for protection, even 100 times a day.
Hajj Gibril Haddad