salaam o alaikum Sayidee, may Allah bless you endlessly,
Sayidee I took bayat with Mowlana 3 years ago and since then I have been using heroin. Many times I have packed it away and restarted it, reason being both physical and psycological. Throughout this time I have been to Cyprus, Damascus and the dergahs in London. My love for Mowlana is immense and I try to follow the wazaif and the awrad and then I stumble. I blame myself entirely for this and it is due to my weakness. Moulana can you please pray for me and advise me, as this problem I didn’t have before I took bayat. You may delete the request if you like. Please forgive me for my lack of adab. I have tried to overcome these issues fully believing that I am in yours and Moulana’s vision but today I have actually put my problem across in words. Plz forgive me.
wa `alaykum salam,
We are praying for you and insha-Allah you will leave such a dangerous addiction. Seek medical attention for it and Allah will reward you because you are trying to stop. Recite everyday “Ya Shafi” 100 times. Make sure to connect your heart everyday with Mawlana Shaykh Nazim and ask for his “madad” to help you and give you the strength.