Salam alaykum respected Shuyukh.
I recite daily wird of istighfaar, salawaat and laa ilaaha illaallaah.
I also recite Ya Jabbaar Ya Wadud 100-1000x daily as recommended by Shaykh Foad Gibril as I hope my family will accept my ex-husband so we will be able to reconcile InshaAllaah as he has alhamdulillah decided he wants his family back, and I recite hasbunallah, rabbunallaah 100 x daily.
I feel a blankness and void in my life. How do I approach this and how important is tasawwuf in my life? I don’t seem to be happy.
Renew your bayaa with Mawlana Shaykh Nazim (Allah bless his secret). Attend a dhikr gathering in your area regularly with the intention that Allah will pour light into your heart through it.
Hajj Gibril Haddad