asak, I like to get out of the oath I took with Shaykh Hisham for Shyakh Nazim. I am unable to keep the practices of the tariqa due to several causes none of which I could change. I tried for several years and it has only become more difficult and now my will power is unable to control neither my body or mind to stay on the WAY. I like to ask forgiveness from ALLAH and Shaykh Nazim and Shaykh Hisham.Please send me an answer as soon as possible.
Keep salat and keep love for Mawlana. Do not worry about the rest.