Assalaamualaykum ya Sayyidi.
I just want to say thanks again for the guidance. The harder I tried to be in Allah path, the harder I felt to be consistent. But when I tried to calm down, slowly I am beginning to feel more consistent. Insya Allah, Alhamdulillah.
Is this an example that in goodness, there are also nafs?
Please tell MSH that i am really thankful for his lesson. It took me almost a year to understand, that when I saw him physically, he has been a true mirror to my character. Unfortunately, I am still in those bad characters. To many bad characters. Please ask him and MSN to pray for me.
I am in love with both of them, also to you all of my shuyukh. As for MSN, I really miss him a lot. May Allah give him long life, health and raise his maqam, Aamiin.
Mawlana Shaykh Nazim and Mawlana Shaykh Hisham are praying for you in sha Allah. The more the progress, the bigger the tests.
Hajj Gibril Haddad