Sometimes when I see young kids I got extreme negative energy almost to the point of being depressed and some kids make me very happy. Is this from my own ego or is it the bad or good characteristics of the parents reflecting on the kids? Excuse my bad adab. Thank you.
It is sometimes both but dhikr will strengthen you and give you an enduring happiness with Allah Most High and His Decree in His creation.
Hajj Gibril Haddad