My name is [private]. I am 17 years old. Im really into sufism but i couldn’t find any syeikh here. I dont think there is one in my country. I would like to achieve the purity of the self so that Allah will love me and raise my rank in His sight but Im having trouble overpowering my lust. I lower down my gaze in public but I tend to watch unlawful things when I am alone which leads to a sinful action. I want to stop but its really hard. I keep doing and repenting and doing it again. What should I do? I wish I had a syeikh so I can spend most of my time with him. I want to go to another state to search for one but im still studying at school. Help me, please.
Follow Mawlana Shaykh Nazim and Mawlana Shaykh Hisham’s talks on Sufilive and build up your love for Awliya so that Allah will bless your time with good things, and stay on wudu‘ to strengthen yourself.
Hajj Gibril Haddad