Question:
I would prefer keep my identity sealed. In a way, I’ve sinned, to god, myself etc. It’s hard to explain the kind of life I am having. I enjoyed and sometimes would forget Dunya. I want to repent but it’s so tough and difficult. The temptations and nafs towards doing homosexuality is so hard to avoid.
Would god still wants me? Will I face the wrath of god? Will I find my way back to right path? How can I find the strength to get away from this life? How am I to save my parents as a son at the end of life? I am 19 and is it too late? I prayed but I am still doing sins. How contradicting is that? Shame on me. From the bottom of my heart, please help me. Anything I would do to kick the syaitan out of me and to be a decent believer.
Answer:
A`udhu billahi min ash-shaytan ir-rajeem
Bismillahi ‘r-Rahmani ‘r-Raheem
As-salaamu `alaykum,
See Mawlana Shaykh Hisham Kabbani’s answers in the Posts “Change My Destiny and Orientation” and “Wird to Remove Homosexual Desires“.
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