Assalaamu’alaikum, Has Maulana Shaykh Nazim thrown me out from the Tariqat because I’ve not done my award, I don’t do my prayers, I don’t fast, I’ve committed Adultery even taken drugs. I’ve renewed my bayat but I feel so empty. I tried praying, putting up his photo, but I’m lost and I’m the worst person and I have disappointed my Shaykh, Prophet Muhammad S.A.W and Allah.. Is there any salvation as Imam Mehdi is just around the corner ?
wa `alaykum salam,
Repent to Allah swt for the door of repentance is open. Repent before it becomes too late. With every fard prayer do 5 fard prayers that you missed. Stop drinking and fast Ramadan and fast Mondays and Thursdays in winter where days are short to compensate for days missed fasting in Ramadan and Allah is Ghafooran Raheem, Forgiving and Merciful, He will forgive all of us, insha-Allah.
A dervish prayed : ‘O Lord, have mercy upon the wicked,
because thou hast already had mercy upon good men
by creating them to be good.’ ~Gulistan of Sa`di
Shaykh Muhammad Hisham Kabbani