I have been doing a lot of dhikr during this Ramadan. Last night I stayed up the whole night to pray and went to sleep after Fajar prayer. I had a dream that a beautiful and healthy boy is given to me by someone( I don’t remember who). The baby’s face and body is covered with back dirt. I immediately overcome with motherly love and hold the baby and wash his face. I was holding and cuddling that beautiful boy and was overwhelmed with that baby’s love. When I woke up my heart felt very sad as if a piece of my heart has been torn from me. I just want to clarify that I have two beautiful children and haven’t been thinking about babies at all that’s why this dream confused me. Please advise.
Audhu billahi min ash-shaytan ir-rajim
Bismi-llāhi r-raḥmāni r-raḥīm:
The baby in your dream represents the fruits of your heavenly activities during Ramadan. The dirt on his face shows that you still need to continue polishing your heart with zikrullah until you eliminate all bad manners and characteristics within yourself insh Allah.
And Allah knows best.