I saw this dream the third day after starting daily awraad again after 2 months of leaving it without permission which I’m shameful. I saw that I’m with my family and grandmother. There was a long road in which there are many dhikr groups. I try to enter the first group, the shaykh said you are not permissible to. We move forward where my grandmother entered every ladies group and greeted them while I could not. Then at last, we reach a golden gate where there is MSH(R.A). They are telling like something about rebate (sorry, maybe I didn’t understand or hear in my sleep). I don’t know exactly, I’m confused. Please forgive me for really bad manners.
Can I retake bayyah online because for 2 months I left my daily awraad on my own? I am really ashamed for that.
Audhu billahi min ash-shaytan ir-rajim
Bismi-llāhi r-raḥmāni r-raḥīm
Wa `alaykumu s-salāmu wa rahmatu l-lāhi wa barakātuh,
Insha Allah Mawlana Shaykh Hisham Kabbani is praying for you.
This dream is to teach you and all of us about the importance of our daily practises given by our shuyukh and how it will guide us to the presence of Prophet (ṣall Allāhu ʿalayhi wa-sallam).
Mawlana shaykh said many time that bay’a is never broken! We might leave the hand of the shaykh and think we left tariqa but he will never leave our hand.
You may of course renew your bay’a online as an act of repentance, with the firm intention to be steady in the way.
“Ajjal al-karamat dawaam at-tawfeeq” The most brilliant of miracles is steadfastness on the true way.
May Allah (swt) grant all of us consistency on the way of our shuyukh insh Allah
And Allah knows best.