assalamu alikum ya Sheikh
I dreamt a few days back the girl that I love attempted to commit suicide at our work place by swallowing some kind of seeds because she bumped into a small boy and I was lifting her with a friend of mine to rush her to a hospital.
Ya Sheikh what does this dream mean?
Although she had said no to me I still feel very sad every time I see her at the work place, knowing I will not be able to marry her. Also is there any recital I can do to come out of this because every time I see her it takes me a long time to get back to my normal work. I get stuck. It is affecting me a lot.
Suicide in a dream signifies someone who believes or acts in a way that contravenes Islam. For your situation, try to surrender to the Divine decree and have patience, Allah shall send you all good things.
Say and reflect on the dhikr:
“Allahumma la mani`a lima a`tayta wa-la mu`tiya li-ma mana`t; wa-la radda li-ma qadayt, wa-la yanfa`u dhal-jaddi minka al-jadd”
“O Allah, there is no preventer for what You give, and no giver for what You prevent; no one can repel Your decree, and all the power of those who possess power avails them nothing against You.”
You may say this dhikr also inside Salat, at the time you rise up from ruku`, after Rabbana laka al-hamd.
Hajj Gibril Haddad