I wrote to you before about my dreams “Dreams of a Lost Lover”, and “When does the Hurt Stop.” You said maybe with dua the non-Muslim man I loved may accept Islam and return to me. He is now married to the woman he met when I left him. I am over 40 and wish to marry & have children, but nobody helps me. Last night, I had another dream of this man. He was smiling and happy and I was watching him from a distance. I am lonely and sad, I have no one. In the dream, the sun was shining and the sea was a sparkling blue. I usually do not see his face in my dreams, but this time I did. I don’t want to dream about him, I am trying to forget him and accept my lonely life. Why did I have a dream of him smiling?
Put a picture of Mawlana Shaykh Nazim (Allah bless his secret) in front of you and think of him for 15 minutes a day at least. In sha Allah little by little you will be happier and your feeling of loss will turn to gain.
Hajj Gibril Haddad