بسم الله الرحمان الرحيم
Salam ‘alaikum. I dreamt I was on a ship, the ship was advancing in a small river. On the water the path was indicated by colored narrows. I dreamt I told a school companion smaller in size than me to make a wrestling match. Every time I would take him to the ground and immobilize him there. He told me after the match : “Imam Muhammad Bukhari (R.A) is the one who invented Judo/Wrestling, he was a master in it”.
My heart is sick. I feel hypocrite, I feel liar. I’ve been praying for something, I’m young man, I need to marry. My prayers don’t go answered. I requested Sheikh Hisham Allah bless him pray for me, it has not changed anything. I feel I’m alone without religious support. I feel alone facing my accounting, I fear a bad ending. Help me.
Dream refers to progress and your life’s way stations always changing, and to controlling one’s anger and ego as being the real strength as stated in Hadith. Imam Bukhari sacrificed his youth and old age for the sake of the Umma, and he put up with poverty and extreme discomfort without complaint. Keep with friends who make dhikr. Try to persevere in dua without complaining that Allah takes too long to answer but be cheerful and patient, always thankful for His blessings as that is servanthood, and your ending is good in sha Allah.
Hajj Gibril Haddad