Asalamo alaikum Sheikh sahib,
I hope you are well. For many few years I have been suffering from high anxiety condition known as obesessive compulsive disorder and general stress and worries of every day life. Please make dua that Allah Azzawajal make it easy for me. How should one deal with stress and anxiety and worries? I am not married am 3o plus years old and get satanic whispers and unwanted thoughts about my sexuality. I know it is haram, please make dua and advise what to do.
Secondly, I really try to follow Islam but get the satanic thoughts and find it really difficult to control the nafs, I feel really scared when I do a sin and become angry with myself. Alhamdulliah I am bait with a sheikh in Pakistan, but I think I am not a good mureed. How can one become a good mureed ?
Mawlana Shaykh Hisham will pray for you, in sha Allah. Dhikr in jamaa will help you in sha Allah, and make a firm intention to get married.
Hajj Gibril Haddad