My name is [private], I’m an English convert and I’m Shyakh Nazim’s murid. When I was 4 up until now my life has been in abnormal fear. I’m scared of people. I have a big complex. I can’t face people. Sometimes for no reason, I get terror in me as though sitting on a bomb. It spoils my life. When I was little in the U.K., my parents were violent, shouting loud and my father hit my mother. My mother was always acting crazy. I would cry and and shake. I had dreams of my father killing my mother. I would pray to God. I had bad dreams of my dolls coming to life and they would hurt me and dreams of Satan and evil people. I would draw pictures of the devil. I was pulled between God and the devil.
May Allah bless you all, love you all so much. Sorry I can’t donate, wish I could.
wa `alaykum salam,
Take out all unnecessary dolls and pictures from your room and recite daily Surat al-Ikhlas, Surat al-Falaq and Surat an-Nas 33 times each.
Shaykh Muhammad Hisham Kabbani