Request:
Assalamualykum wa Rahmatullah,
I find it very difficult to remain silent when I should instead start to bray like a donkey.
I fail all tests that Mawlana sends my way, I blame others and get angry with them and angrier at myself for knowingly flunking these tests. I am stupid and undeserving yet Mawlana’s grace keeps finding me.
Please make it easy for me to shut up, my Master.
I am a bad example to those around me – please save everybody from me.
Thank you for finding me and taking care of me.
Response:
`Alaykum as-Salam,
Mawlana said to recite Ya Haleem 100 times daily to control anger.
Hajj Gibril Haddad
