I want take Baya online fromm Hazrat Shaykh Nazim Haqqani(QS). But I’m hesitant as still I do not follow Shariat perfectly like my Fajr namaz I pray kaza and from the other 4 waqts of namaz I am able to perform 2-3 and very rarely I perform Esha namaz. May Allah forgive my sins and have mercy on me. Apart from this I have read that after taking baya we are supposed to do dhikr and awrad as advised on a daily basis. I am worried what if I miss out some days? Kindly advise me.
Five prayers is non-negotiable. As for the rest do your best. Do not think you can follow Sharia perfectly but do your best without making much of it. Whatever little you can do regularly, do. Be with jamaa as it makes everything easy and natural.
Hajj Gibril Haddad