Assalam o Alaikum wr wb to Honorable MSN and MSH and all other reputable Mashaykhs,
I got bayah online from MSN a year or two back. At first I was a regular reciter of all the wazaifs but then became irregular sometimes because of health and at others because of some problems at home. However, I got married 6 months ago alhamdulillah. My in-laws including my husband are pledged from another Shaykh in Multan. My mother in law took me there and forced me to get bayah from him. I feel so bad, I would never betray MSN ever, I am not such a person. I respect every Sufi Master, but I deem MSN to be my master. Please tell me what should I do? I am so disturbed because of this and they even gave me wazaif to study. I want to remain bayah with MSN what should I do?
Insha Allah, that was only for Barakah. Your bay’ah with Sultan al-Awliya’ cannot be overwritten by any other. Keep your love for Mawlana Shaykh Nazim and make Rabitah daily, he will give support. Once he leaves his mark in your heart, you’re always under him. So be glad.