Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
Ya Sayyidi, for over 2 years my life have been completely a struggle, everyday always trouble. There is nothing happy anymore. What should I do, Ya Sayyidi ? My prayers are always rejected. I am very upset, I don’t know what to do. Please give me advice. I often think about suicide. :(
Allah said those before us also struggled very hard but they did not give up. Allah’s help is near, your reward is assured even if no result yet. So be patient and do not have bad thoughts but go and sit with people who make dhikr to help strengthen your soul in sha Allah.
Hajj Gibril Haddad