I was recently with a man and I had intercourse with him, he promised me he would marry me then I found out he has another wife and child. He told me that he wanted to divorce her and marry me. I left him because I thought it is wrong and selfish of me to carry on a relationship with a married man. I feel really hurt. Please help me. I need advice on what to do. I feel bad and dirty and I am scared an I have betrayed Allah. Please help. I am sorry. I only put this up because I was told to spiritually. I am ashamed. Jazakallah, I’ll keep you in your prayers, please keep me in yours.
Wa alikum salam Wa ramahtullahi Wa barakatuhu.
Intercourse before nikah is zina. Zina is one of the biggest and most shameful sins. Repent with taubah nasuha. May Allah forgive you and send you a better man, a husband who knows how to build the family and will bring you close to Allah. Recite Salawat for peace of heart and mind with doa‘.