Assalamualaikum dear Shaykh
I dreamed I was with sisters and Sultan was greeting us. He came to me and fed me from a milk bottle for a while. He also placed his hand on my head for a while. I felt a sweet tingling through my body and began crying. I felt I was refusing to give up some negative feelings and burdens.
We were in a well lit white tower. A sister and I went up winding stairs trying to find Sultan. Children related to Mawlana were inside small rooms and one boy directed us. We entered a room and Mawlana was seated with sisters and we went to him. I only reached (to kiss) his left hand but he extended his right hand for me. I tasted milk on his fingers. I sucked on his fingers until he tapped me and said I could move on.
wa `alaykum salam,
Bismillahi ‘r-Rahmani ‘r-Raheem,
Milk represents The Prophets’ wisdom that Shaykh Nazim carries. Only the lovers of Prophet (s) can understand that wisdom. You are learning from the Sohbet you are understanding in a very deep way, more than others. He doesn’t want you to ask him about dunya or about his personal life. The left hand represents his personal life but he wants you to stay on the course of learning Divine Wisdom (the right hand) which leads to Allah.
And Allah knows best.