I am depressed due to my wife taking khula. My wife took khula in 201_ and in 201_ I found out later that during my long distance marriage she was sitting in someone else’s lap (I saw in a photo). She has a boyfriend and is happy whereas I am stuck. They are living a full life full of love and blessings. My present is worse than their present. I have inferiority complex. I lack perseverance. My energy’s dead. Cant’ think, my brain’s slow, my thought process’s distorted. I wanted to kill myself in 2014. I have lost confidence. Poverty, lack of education, is disturbing me. I serve my parents properly. I request your intervention. I want to get married but people are rejecting me due to my past.
Mawlana Shaykh Hisham is praying for you. Keep your Salat and trust in Allah. Move on by keeping good company so that it will be easier for you in sha Allah to think and act positively. Find a weekly circle of dhikr in your area and stick to that so that you reach Ramadan hale and strong and Allah will turn a new page for you.
Hajj Gibril Haddad