If we are asking pleasures from Allah Almighty, I don’t know if I am pleasing him. Allah gives so much and as a person of tariqat that represents something greater then himself how can we stay in a constant array of respect. I see that Maulana Sheikh Hisham Kabbani is that respectable. High level of respect took him to love and humility. I admire you Maulana. Can you teach how to be like you or like that, to truely surrender. I’m tired of this world. It does not please me except Allah’s Will for me to keep going and not worry. Also I’ve been sining and carrying big burdens. Please help me because people are asking me to help. I want to but I feel oppressed and ashamed. Jumadaa started and what zhiker should we say for this month. I love you, and my brothers and sisters
May Allah Most High love you just as He caused you to love His Awliya. The two Jumada months precede three important months in which the Awliya fast, so it is good to try and increase that devotion and not to sin, in preparation for Rajab, Shaaban and Ramadan.
Hajj Gibril Haddad