For the past few days my heart is like in a war with it’s self. I am reasoning with myself that Islam is the true and best religion and another part of me is fighting against this. Please pray for me and make me fully understand that Islam is the true religion. Please pray for me and may Allah bless us all.
wa `alaykum salam,
Insha-Allah, Mawlana Shaykh Hisham will pray for you. Alhamdulillah that your heart is fighting your ego. It shows that you are constantly struggling to uplift yourself further. Do not attempt to reason too much because the mind tends to doubt unnecessarily. Allah Almighty has blessed you with Islam, and to Allah there is no other religion. He has perfected it and guaranteed its loftiness and purity. He has favoured to us His Beloved Prophet Muhammad (s) as our guiding light and saviour.
For that, recite “Alhamdulillah” 500 times daily that Allah made you Muslim and under the Ummah of Prophet Muhammad (s) and to be under Mawlana Shaykh Nazim the Sultan al-Awliya, and another 500 times for not making you from any other Ummah.