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Thoughts of Houris leads me to watch Porn

I have in the past made many sincere tawba, resolutions to stop watching porn, tried to fast, etc but it seems to be getting worse rather than better nothing is working. Continue reading

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Joining the United States Military

If I join the United States military and I die as a result of fighting the Taliban or ISIS or another group like them will I die as a martyr and Allah will take me to Jannah-til-Firdeaus? Continue reading

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Cleaning my self [Nafs (نَفْس)]

In Surah Shams Allah says you will be successful if you able to clean your nafs (self). I need some knowledge about it….
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Spirituality

I am trying to thread the path of tassawuf but my nafs overpowers me sometimes. I know it’s a difficult path but think it’s the way for me…. Continue reading

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Seeing Unpleasant Dreams

For some time I have struggled with my ego. I dream unpleasant dreams, which make me believe I am unworthy of good thoughts… Continue reading

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Dream: Fighting a beast

This is a dream my friend had recently and wanted to know what it means. Continue reading

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Dream: Lions

I saw a dream where there are thousands of black cows and lions in an open ground and suddenly lions started attacking the cows and the men around…. Continue reading

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Too much torture

I have been tortured all my life by my relatives and others for being blessed. I have been feeling suicidal for the past 30 years… Continue reading

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Prayer Request: Unveil me

What is the fastest method for me to unveil myself and heart to reach my purpose in this life… Continue reading

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Seeing sheikh eyes closed

O sheikh, I lead a khatm today and suddenly during zikr, I saw myself “enveloped” into mawlana sheikh Nazim and then mawlana sheikh Hisham. And during the “Allah” part, I heard like many people saying Allah and while having eyes closed…
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