Author Archives: Imam Kamau Ayyubi


istikhara to move to [private]

I did istikhara to move me and family to [private], saw I was in a house. Some people came.. I was with someone. Continue reading

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Prayer request for daughter’s illness

Please pray for my 23 year old daughter’s health; she has been diagnosed with a chronic auto-immune disease. Continue reading

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Dream: Bull

A gigantic black bull with horns on my street and in front of my house. Big bull keeps jumping & being irratic. Continue reading

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Dream: Soul

I dreamt that my soul is being sucked from my body..I try to move but I can’t… Continue reading

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Breathing and meditating on the sensations within, doing dhikr with breath and the feelings within.

Whenever I breathe I can change the intention behind it to make it for Allah’s sake, and I can make it have meaning, the actual feeling of my center area changes and I can feel it flowing through my body. Continue reading

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depressed

Salam, my husband left me while I’m pregnant. I have no ways of income. I cant afford for pregnancy expenses or for my meals. Everybody says he leave me completely if I go to work. Continue reading

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Dua for saving lives

Assalamu alaikum. In last December I had requested you to pray for my nephew’s wellbeing to which I didn’t get any response from you. Continue reading

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Marriage

Asalam alaikum, I have a request for an istikhara for me to see if the boy I have chosen is right for me. Continue reading

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Dream and Question

Salam! Had a dream a few months ago but I keep on remembering it. I had a dream that I was either saying or thinking to myself how much I miss Allah and then I found my self next to the Prophet pbuh on my right (like a light) and they were really tall. Continue reading

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Divine

I have recently lost my imaan. I fell in love with a Christian. Instead of trying to convert him I lied to him about how I feel. Continue reading

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